u4s was first launched as a “zimuzu” but apparently I thought taking notes of everything that happened is much more important so I changed the name to what it is now.
it was June 2015.
i would no longer think that keeping track of things would mean that much as I thought. I would now think u4s as: not doing anything original or creative or mean anything to anyone. just a scientist researching dinosaur.
Sia has apparently “sold out”. I am tired of all the tricks / gimmicks she does and all the noises / screaming she makes and all the gay fans praising her high notes and amazing vocal (“sound exactly as cd”). Woah. I just cannot stand it any more.
when I think of u4s, there’s just too much history and past beneath it, which I do not know what to do with. And it drives me to do this job even though it is now pointless and awkward. it feels very wrong and I really should stop it maybe. it certainly would disappoint some people but I hope they understand that it’s the best for all of us.